Today...nothing happened... but now..suddenly...there is something came into my mind.. am i psycho?..i dunno why i wanna think like this... i've asked my fren... some of them said... "u are...simonlai...a sibeh siao ppl " but some of them... "ei..bro..dun think too much la"
sometimes... i feel like very tired... Imma continue my journey?.. which journey?.. life,sex,funny,idiot,love..... journey? which one....?:(
how could it be... and why will it be?..
this "psycho" ...swimming in my mind... cant stop thinking abt it... some of my fren wan me stay at class... because of my jokes... not because im their truly classmates or frens.. they really treat me as their fren? or...just a teamates in some games?
they really treat me as a joker? question keep on creating in my mind... will they dump me if one day... or actually im not a joker?...
issit family problem makes me like this? or frens problem makes me like this...
i really need a counselor to counseling me... my eyes keep on jumping... seems like there is something goin to be happening soon can i know what is goin to be happening soon?
please.. i wanna know... "am i alone"?
Blabbering @
